Let me answer that rhetorical question myself... not for at least 3 years. Why, you may ask? Well, I got accepted to graduate school, and I'll be studying to become a Nurse Practitioner! This is something I have thought and prayed about for years. It was never a good time... until now. So I have been admitted to begin my studies in the spring semester and will initially take Advanced Pathophysiology. Despite it's reputation for brutality, I'm quite excited to expand my knowledge base! As a side note, I am so thankful for the enlightenment that I had last month. I think that it took severe honesty with myself, scrupulous thought and meditation, to acknowledge my source of pride. In doing that, I was in a sense relinquishing control of my academic goals that have driven my spirit. It was in freedom that I arrived where I am today. Thank you, LORD!